I do like this girl. Already went to movies with her. But the year is almost over, and I really don’t want to start a relationship before summer break, especially since she is not from Hawaii. I feel like if I don’t do anything, I will be friend zoned. It’s a shitty situation. Im pretty sure I got to do something before the end of the year. Any suggestions anyone? lol
Btw, was buying coffee in the morning where I saw her walk by. Didn’t say anything. She was walking in the opposite direction and I saw her stare back when she was 50 ft away. Awkward…..
Knowing how to be happy when you are alone is a good skill to have. i.e. Netflix
I don’t like it when people take the meaning of the word, “friend”, casually. I take it very seriously. I don’t want to call someone a friend if I just say hi to them while walking to class or if I study with them. Even if I hangout or eat with them every so often, I wouldn’t consider them a friend. What is the definition of a friend in my opinion? It’s when your existence actually has meaning to each other’s life. You can feel it when you are meaningful to someone’s life. It’s a hard concept to grasp, but most people know what I mean.
By this definition, I don’t have many friends at LMU. I know a lot of people, but I don’t consider them a friend. I consider 3 people my friends right now, Barboros, Nick, and Jasmin. I used to have two more last semester, but my life no longer has any meaning for them. They were fake friends. Fortunately, I somehow gained two more friends this semester. By this definition, it is very, very hard to make friends and even ones that are real. But it’s okay, because you don’t need a lot of friends to be happy. You just need one. Just one to make your life meaningful.
It’s nice to know that I still have three real friends in Hawaii.